Today

Today I visited my cousin and her little boy. He is terrible two right now but oh so cute! I also had a terrible hair day and need to book and appointment for next week. I can't wait to talk to my husband tonight(he is working away right now) I have decided to surprise him when he comes home by cooking some special meals..... This is a really big deal because I do not cook. I hope he is happily surprised because I love him so much and want to make him happy. Tomorrow I am "adopting" my sister in law's dog, she is selling her house and we are watching him for a while(hopefully she will decide we should keep him) He is a Bermese Mountain dog and sooo cute, I hope he is well behaved too. That is about the entire day today...nothing too exciting, but nice to write a bit.

Oh happy day!

I got a teadmill today! Yippie! I am so excited for it to be set up so I can use it! I also recieved a letter from that friend of mine and hope things will work themselves out! I am finally past it all now that I have journaled it, it really helps to write things down and get them out of your mind. I feel this will be a positive year! I am also hoping to learn to cook better this year, my husband is really good and I am not(at all) so I want to really start to teach myself. Nothing else happened today but this is a new day and it feels like the new year begins right now!

Its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.....right?!

Tonight I write just to get some things off my chest. One of my best friends(for years) and I have stopped talking(just since the summer) It really hurts me to think that someone I thought of as family can just dissapear from your life like that. Just up and not care anymore. I cannot imagine just letting someone go like that, therefore I wrote a letter of apology, although I do not entirely see this as being my fault, I want to move past it. To my dismay I have yet to hear any reply.
It all began with a shopping trip to the states in which we were all tired and cranky and ALL got on each others nerves....... fast forward to a few months later..... It is my best friends birthday and her boyfriend kisses one of our mutual friends. Well this does not involve me but I did try to avoid the other girl for a while and dissed her on occasion to my bestie. Months later I decided we were all mature adults and decided to quit the act and remain friends with our mutual friend, who was actually starting to grow on me and showed her maturity in the situation by comming to me first to discuss it.
Well aparently I was way off in thinking we were all mature adults, This past summer was my wedding to the love of my life and of course my bestie was involved in the wedding(or should I say was supposed to be) First she did not attend my bachelorette. But on the day of the wedding I was so dissapointed in her actions,that I felt were very selfish for the fact that this day was supposed to be the happiest day of my life. She was mopey and b**ched alot about the other girl having the nerve to come to our reception.It made it even worse when she(my best friend) and her boyfriend left the wedding early and did not attend the gift opening the next day. (not to mention the boyfriend was the best man)
Well that was the short version of the story. Now I always say there are two sides to every story and I have yet to hear hers and you won't get to so you are on my side!
I can understand being in a feud with a friend but this has gone on to long. Maybe we were never really as close as I thought, or maybe she was just not as invested in our friendship as I was. Whatever it is I was very saddened when ,in the past few months I lost two of my very close family members and she did not contact me. I may sound bitter but that drew the line.
Well it feels better to get that off my chest and I promise I will not write another post until I have something happy to say..lol!
And I remind myself for the hundredth time that it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all(which can truely be used in terms of many relationships, and many types of love and losses)

All about Me

I thought it would be nice to describe myself to anyone who may ever read this. I am a 20 something female living with my husband in the country in Canada. We bought our new house 2 years ago and were married last summer. No kiddies just yet and we are in no rush although both want them one day! My passions are writing(although I've only ever kept a note pad not a journal) taking care of my house, and spending time with friends and family. Ok I sound kinda boring I know, I think maybe I am but I like me! I enjoy the simple things in life and am happy being me.
Ok so now that you are totally interested in reading my blog..... lol....

Another day

So today I am writing while on hold with the telephone company! My long distance is not working and it is driving me crazy. And yes I paid my bill. OMG Someone just answered and hung up on me! lol! Ok maybe I'll wait out the storm instead of calling back, for now.
I have been away for a week and even though I'm sure I left my house neat it seems as though a hurricane passed through. So.... today I am cleaning. Hmmm .... I will write more later!

Here goes nothing

Wow that was easy! I thought about starting a blog at first as promotion for a company I never ended up opening, and now decided to do it just because I like to write and babble! If only I ever read and enjoy it then I will be happy. I thought about a journal yet this is just so much more modern and fun.
I know this is short and sweet(don't get used to it, it won't last)but welcome to my blog. I hope you enjoy the tidbits of blab I enjoy writing so much.